Omg, it’s so hard to keep track with this with the exams… well i failed on day 4. It was the worst day of my life, so I don’t even regret. But I am back on track. I went to the doctor on friday and i’ve changed my meds and everything it’s quite better now.
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How do people eat a slice of pizza, and then not eat the whole box? Or pour themselves a bowl of cereal and not finish the box, and then frantically search for something else they can pour…
sorry i’m late but i am just so busy with my exams that i just didn’t have the time to come by. even now, i’m on m phone so it’s extremely not pratical to say a lot.. so i’m gonna stick to the basics: no p/b !!! :) i’m so proud of myself, my throat, my mouth and my teeth cannot thank me enough..but ate a little bit too much, i’m blaiming the stress.. nothing huge anywayz..
on another note, i’m gonna try to weight myself tomorow or friday :( i just need to know exactly where i stand.wish me luck.
Please don’t look at this and just think “oh, she was normal and now she has some abs…great.”
No.
In the first image, my body was a healthy size and appears fine. However I was sick, miserable, ravaged by the eating disorder bulimia nervosa, and lived believing I was worthless. My heart wouldn’t even beat properly and I frequently fainted.
The second image is one of me, today, much healthier and happier. I now eat well, balanced, and indulge without fear. I can run miles upon miles on my strong legs I value for more than their size. I see my body as an instrument to my success and athleticism as opposed to feeling only hate towards it, towards myself.
I have no face in the first image; I literally had no identity. I was the eating disorder. Now, I smile in the second. There are just so many reasons to.
so inspiring! way to stay strong. it does get better <3
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